In classtime, sitting on the passage

It is Thursday today.
It is a day of the week when I was born.
It eats the cup ramen for the box lunch.

while thinking
what color I will color today
to the graph of the integration
of homework everyday,
the time of the cleaning came

Though water splashes to putting on
and it is unpleasant cleaning the rest room with slippers
since there is no method
because it was not possible to buy another boots
i have lost 3 these days

the prince comes and takes me
as his bride of the fourth
and it is all right for me that i am the fourth bride
only if if starting laughing a day even once
and before marriage only cut this stripe..
..the lobotomy operation..
if successful, i am sure i will work for you
because
the word
envy
will be lost from my dictionary.

La Vie en Rose

Bring her.
Said the president of the kindergarten
heartlessly-like
take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her.
Then I let myself take her
I, wearing a coat on my pajama
shoeless
Daughter, hugged oddly
wearing her pajama
take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her.
On my way I felt some neighbours looking at me
silently
take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her.
There is no difficulty to take a baby to the kindergarten 5 minutes walk
Then I walked 5 minutes
Then I hand her to the teacher
Then my face was covered with tears
Then I lost my body's control
Teachers' private room had tatami mat and futon bed for a nap
I was given warm coffee and drinked and
I was lent futon bed and napped and
I was lent a slipper and weared and
I went home
On my way home I thought I must live
Kindergarten teachers treats me as one of their important job
But
They may have real lament and may cry over for me
That's impermissive.
I love them even if they treat me kindly as a work because I have no friend.
At least gave me a cup of coffee.

No one is able to share pain to live
What's the meaning of La vie en Rose?


*first published on http://po-m.com/forum at 15:02; 23/04/2007

In a Park Barefoot

I had nothing to be able to
I was blamed that
I could not do what I am required to do
but I cannot do what I cannot do
then I lost my place to sit down
and I went out of my house
wearing old pajama
wearing no shoes

Outside the house it rains regularly
To stand out of the house is painful
then I go neighborhood small park
treading on gravelled pebbles feeling pains under my feet
and sit down the only bench in this park placed near the back of the park
chilly
painful
sad
bitter
what am I ?
what am I doing here ?
why can't I walk under that azalea trees to avoid rain
and sleep in the blossoms ?
does someone use a violence at me or rape me or kill me if I sit in this rainy park ?
stupid old ma'am
with ugly face
wearing rug pajama,
who will feel delight to make ugly into ugly ?

I have no family to help me (although I do one in law)
I would better walk
looking for somewhere better than here
but too cold to move
and my feet is injured

GO HOME.
someone said
who?
why do you let me live here?
I lie down on the bench
rain pours all of my body
really
chilly

there is no telephone
I have no money
I have house key because of its security
I cannot throw away the key

GO HOME
someone said again
to trembling me with chillness
why shouldn't I be here ?
I am too cautious
to be throw away my family
stupid me

I can see my house from the bench of the park
with no light
with no door or window open

azalea, azalea,
why don't you help me ?

*

at last
I visited a friend of mine and was given a warm hospitality
at dawn I went home
there was no change on every member of my family

*

I wonder who am I
I cannot imagine to be abandoned from the family
I do not know I should prepare for

Sisters in Arms

I orderd that bulls never call me ma'am but sir
our god-damn tongue has no first personal pronoun to represent masculine
The Far East Camp
this is a colony of slungs and arms
out of the endless partition
I've heard there exists an exact word masculines and tomboys call themselves
O-R-E.
Huh, I am not a gypsy dancer.
well, I won't mension it again in vain.

My brainless sheeps never know and have any idea how thin I am
but must have been dreaming every night to eat steak of my flesh
that's OK and keep me from sex-wolves within this insane ordered camp
You are the only person who knows
my army jacket is filled with three-times thicker pads as ordinary ones
not to let my bosses possible to count how many arms I hide in
except a blank shot gun -- my charming accessory.

All around the world
women - ah yes, womyn, I obey you,
are raped or harrased without no exception, as you know,
with only one reason that female has less mustle phisically.
I do not believe in your yutopia.
I am here to decrease the population of this planet.
It's OK the dead mass contains myself.
Hey, let's try a race
which is faster that you finish this war with your diplomatic negociation,
or I complete genoside.

Now I must go.
Good luck.


first published to http://po-m.com/forum/ at 13:37 29/03/2007

Anti countable

One piece of cake, two pieces of cake
One cup of tea, two cups of tea
It is easy to count uncountables
One dog, two dogs
One cat two cats
It is easier to count countables
One worm, two worms
One bug, two bugs
I feel not easy to count those which I dislike
One work of butterfly, two works of butterflies?
No, you cannot change countable into uncountable
even if you think it is an art of nature
One gun, two guns
One knife, two knives
One person, two people
One doll, two dolls
One piece of flesh, two pieces of flesh
One piece of bone, two pieces of bone
One stream of blood, entire blood
One pack of blood to save no lives
No, you should not count countable life
Once you count them
They become one clod of insignificant
You must not count countable death
You must not count the end of a life

first published in http://po-m.com/forum/ at 4:03; 21/03/2007