La Vie en Rose

Bring her.
Said the president of the kindergarten
heartlessly-like
take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her.
Then I let myself take her
I, wearing a coat on my pajama
shoeless
Daughter, hugged oddly
wearing her pajama
take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her.
On my way I felt some neighbours looking at me
silently
take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her. take her.
There is no difficulty to take a baby to the kindergarten 5 minutes walk
Then I walked 5 minutes
Then I hand her to the teacher
Then my face was covered with tears
Then I lost my body's control
Teachers' private room had tatami mat and futon bed for a nap
I was given warm coffee and drinked and
I was lent futon bed and napped and
I was lent a slipper and weared and
I went home
On my way home I thought I must live
Kindergarten teachers treats me as one of their important job
But
They may have real lament and may cry over for me
That's impermissive.
I love them even if they treat me kindly as a work because I have no friend.
At least gave me a cup of coffee.

No one is able to share pain to live
What's the meaning of La vie en Rose?


*first published on http://po-m.com/forum at 15:02; 23/04/2007